There is a reason as to why I'm not spending very much time with my friends lately. I don't really feel like I should explain myself, but I will because I don't want to lose anyone.

Lately, I have actually been a little depressed about graduating, college, and probably never seeing my friends again. I really don't want to get too close again... I don't want to be uber depressed when everybody goes, and I'm stuck alone in small town USA. Zach and I are really close, and I know for sure the he will be stickin around here for a couple years yet.
Another thing too. From what a certain person said about me, I'm said to a bad influence on everyone. That really hit me hard. I actually cried about it that night. I've made some bad choses in the past and took some wrong roads, but that doesn't make me a bad person.
I'm not a bad person.
I'm just confused, and depressed.
I hope that my friends don't just "put up" with me.
I really hope that.